Life of an Introvert
I lost contact with a lot of real-life connections coming into CA course. Sometimes I feel lonely as well. Most of the time I am at home with myself, my thoughts, and books especially after taking a break from LinkedIn. But I learned new things about myself.
Overthinking is part of being an introvert. Sometimes my thoughts are filled with dreams and aspirations. At times negative thoughts about CA course and some weird things which others might not be able to understand. My parents always ask me what are you thinking so much about.
If an introvert feels even a remote connection to someone, it’s time for the party in mind. It feels so good that someone understands us. But the thing is the party ends shortly.
I have come to terms with it, realizing that everyone has their own life and less time. I will also prioritize my busy mind and life over anything, others also do the same — just fair. I always wanted a best friend who can understand my feelings and talk with me.
Yeah, walls are great listeners and it is a thing as introverts we trust so much. I can literally talk to walls for hours. Self-talk is a very important part of my character as an introvert
Well, I add to it by talking in English, it improves my language too. I have been talking to myself in English for years. Honestly now, I talk really well in English just that I can’t do it in the form that matters. It gets my nerves but I will do it soon enough
If I am able to bring that to the stage or camera people might see a different side of me. A side that can compete in this fast-paced world of communication. I am trying to bring that side into this world who is eager to express his thoughts & ideas to people but it might take some time. Anyway, it might come soon in form of videos
Honesty is the best policy. Sometimes I also felt that liars get short-term gains. But Truth is the ultimate winner in the long-term no matter what and how much struggle you have to face for it. Some people just don’t like truth-tellers and we have to face some trouble for it. I too lie sometimes for fun but when it matters I always say the truth
I hate the fact that people judge me for no reason and at the same time, I don’t like to judge people at all. But at times I admit that I too judge people unknowingly without any ill intention. I feel many a time people are so judgemental about others and that too with not-so-good intentions
No one is perfect we are all riding in the same boat of life as humans
Imagine if all people and places were having the same characteristics literally everything is the same as robots
Will this world be exciting & beautiful anymore?
No, the Diversity of this world is what makes it so beautiful. Let’s appreciate its beauty and uniqueness
let’s not judge people
